Hey first and formost..HAPPY BIRTHDAY AlVIN!!! LoL. Ok. Tonite gonna send John and Liwen off to Europe! *Romantic* That's one of the coutries I wana go too..to see Paris, walk the streets of love..breathe the air of romance..sigh. Have fun both of you! Anyway I guess I'm turning anorexic. Met up with Kevin yesterday nite and he told me I've slimmed down. I should know coz now I could fit into shorts and jeans that were once too tight and now just right. LoL. Steady pom pi pi right. U've to give some de. My stomach's so used to not having too much food that whenever I eat a full meal I'm bound to vomit. Nah..I'm not like other women who thinks that eating too much is sinful and therefore vomit. Mine is my stomach can't take it le. I eat only once a day..steady? Steady..I'm happy with the results although I'm tempted by food I don't wish to waste food by eating and vomitting later on. Sianz. Now have a major headache..hope it goes away before tonite..John see you later on k!
Everything looks bleak to me now. My world has crashed. This shall be my last input until I can actually find a light at the end of the tunnel. I cried, my heart broke, I've slapped and I fainted. It's all enough for me. All shall end. I'd enough. It's time I take a break..maybe go overseas and never come back. I thought I had the power to change him and we can prove people wrong. After all these while I only proved to myself that I am in the wrong. It hurts too much. He never looked back. Just one last time when I needed him he didn't want to be there. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. Maybe I'm destined to be alone forever. What a great day it was..scolding from his father and finding evidence on him betraying my trust yet again. What is life good for? My life I've been getting hurt..I'd enough...just too tired to carry on anything..just let me waste my life away. Anyone has lobang on drugs? I wana do drugs and waste my life..let me waste my life....