New Year Shoppin!!

Woah!!! I went shopping with my parents today!! We left the house at 5pm, and shockingly, my mom actually suggested taking cab to Parkway. Yah I was shocked but I was alright with it. Taking cab is my forte. LoL. Anyway, went to V.hive to buy computer table and chair first. I fell in love with the chair! I reminds me of Kev's merc. Haha! We then walk over to Parkway Shopping Centre de, passed by a pet shop, so I dragged my father in. I stood inside for more than 30min! I was looking at the rabbits and dogs. I saw a Siberian Husky!!!!!!! My favourite dog! My mom went to buy lottery, leaving my dad with me. Yupz! Leaving DAD with Me. I didn't want to leave the pet shop. Too many animals! Cat, dogs, birds, hamsters, rabbits...
Next stop, a car roadshow. Actually it's Hyundai roadshow. I missed driving the Getz. It's cute, short and stumpy. No head no tail de, so nice for reckless drivers like me. Nvm, Huiling's bday coming up, maybe go rent again. I took brochures on Sonata and Getz, but my father say Hyundai no good. Wel he had some bad experiences with Hyundai Elantra, his old car and he use one bamboo stick to capsize whole boat. LoL. He says wait till I start working then he'll buy me a better car. Well we shall see lah huh, he's always breaking his promises de. Anyway, went to this hobby shop at Parkway and my dad bought me my first Stikfas toy. It's this 3" toy that requires assembly. It cost $20. Fucked up. My dad pay anyway. My dad explained to my mom that it's either the toy or the car, and he rather buy the toy. Damn!
Went Swensens to eat dinner, I had sirloin steak medium rare, which when I cut, it's 3/4 rare. After dinner went on with the shoping.
I dragged my parents into Levi's store, cause I wanted Levi's jeans. I tired on the jeans and both my parents agreed it was nice, except a little too long. My mom paid for it. Shocking right? First time n my 22 years, 10 months that I actually owe a pair of Levi's jeans!!! Well I like that cutting very much! It's 577 cutting. Woah..haha! How much it cost lehz? A measly $0!! Cause not I pay mah stupid! That's the good thing about going shopping with your parents. They pay almost everything for you, all I had to do was try on and let them see. If they like it then I have it. I told him my dad that he's out dated..that's how everyone wear the jeans nowadays..LONG. LoL.
After Levi's, we went into BATA, couldn't find any new shoes so went into John Little. Funny thing is that ever since I'm with Kevin, the clothes at John Little don't really appeal to me anymore. The blouse and shit..nah..not for me liaoz. Bought 3 underwear..haha!! New Year, everything must be new, including undergarments. Went onto Esprit next, tired on this lovely beige pants. Really very nice. Tried on a pink blouse with it, but the colors like don't match, so my mom brought me black instead. Funny thing is the black pants and the pink blouse although match, it looked very lian. Don't like. In the end I bought the beige pants. Very executive look! Haha. Like real.

Something Happened

Was trying on clothes at Esprit when Kev called and asked if I want to join him, Terence and Thomas for coffee at C.A.N. Cafe. I wanted to go so I asked my parents. They started nagging at me and the more I talked, the more pek cek I was. I keep promising them I'll reach home by 10+pm. It was only 9pm lehz. Piangz. My parents keep asking me to go see clothes, see rings see accessories, cause they want to drag my time. By the time they were done, it was already 915pm. Time to go home le. At the taxi stand, I still insisted that I wanted to go and my mom started nagging. It came to a point where I couldn't take the naggin anymore and I told them to take the cab home while I take the bus. I walked off. I went to buy cigg, thank god I still had $12 left and there was a lighter in my jeans. I lighted one stick and found a place to sit. I felt someone was beside me and when I turned around I saw my mother. I ignore her and carried on smoking but I couldn't stand it when she started nagging and nagging about my smoking. I just wanted to be alone lohz, they can't even have the decency to leave me alone. I told her to go home with dad and leave me alone and tat I'm not meeting my friends anymore. I just wanted to be alone. Before she left, she told me to take 60 from Eunos and not walk home. I took out my ciggy and wanted to smoke another stick, thing is my mom was at the bus stop lookin at me. Out of respect I didn't smoke. My dad sat down beside me and started chatting with me. He asked me to go home with them nicely. Yes, he talked to me nicely and didn't raise voice. But I just wanted to be alone so I told him to leave me alone and I walked off. At first I wanted to go Octopus and maybe call Marc down, but I didn't have Marc's number so I just walked to his block and started smoking. Kev called me and chatted with me, but I don't think he knew how hurt I was or how angry I was. He wanted to pick me up and go have coffee with them, but I didn't want to. I was waiting for him to say that he's on his way to Parkway to find me. But he didn't. He told me he was on the way to Bugis, or rather he had already reached the cafe. I was heartbroken. I wanted him to come over and give me a hug or console me, bu all he could do was ask me what could he do to make me happy. It seems as if I've to teach him how to be a bf. So tired. Hanged up with him when his frens reached and I continued smoking another 3 sticks before I left. I reached home and my mom ignored me. I went to bathe and wrote this blog. Kev said he's coming down. Sigh. He told me he bought me something. He's always doing that..buying food to make me happy. Thing is that's not what I really want from him. I need a listening ear and someone to lean on when I'm sad or angry. Maybe I'm too dependent on him..it's time I stand on my 2 feet.....

He came...with them

He called me and I went downstairs. My parents didn't stop me and didn't call me the whole hour I was outside. Went downstairs and saw his car, thing is the car is not empty. I saw Terence and Thomas inside. And happily I thought he was coming alone, so I brought my Stikfas with me, cause I know he likes Stikfas also. This was something we could do together, and at the spend time with each other. Went to Prata shop and seriously, they were discussing about the laptop Thomas wanted to buy, so actually, throughout the whole hour, I was rather quiet. I was already angry and sad, but had to do this. Sigh. What's wrong with me? Do I really need his presence so much that I don't mind not being alone with him when I'm sad or angry? I must be crazy..time to wake up. But I was happy though, cause he did try to change for me. The last time I broke down infront of him I told him what I actually wanted. He sent me to my lift. That was better than nothing right? Thing is, humans are never satisfied. Esp me...