Feelin sorry for myself..

Damn. I'm sick. Must tahan. Tml last paper le! Actually wasn't feelin well yesterday evenin le, but it was Eugene's birthday so I had to turn up. My throat was itchy and by the time I got home last night (11+pm nia), my nose was running and my head was spinning. Kevin didn't do anything, maybe cause he had to reach home by midnight as he promised. When he got home, he made sure I drank a cup of salted water before sleeping. Sigh. Yesterday night's temp was 37.1 and he told me it wasn't a fever. Well, maybe I'm just feelin sorry for myself and in need of care and concern. That wasn't what I want to hear actually. Sigh. Weiliang msn me told me to take good care cause my temp is rising, almost fever le. Another guy in the msn also asked me if I was ok. All he did was to tell me 37.1 is not a fever. Thanks alot. That's all I get when I'm in need of your concern. Thanks.
Anyways, today my body temp really shot up. Morning I woke up with my throat full of nucleus. Sianz. My nose had been runnin the whole day. Took my temperature just now and it was 37.8 degrees. Is that considered a fever le mah my dear? Anything above 37.5 is considered a fever you know? If I go clinic I have to stand outside de wor. Somemore I'm having running nose. Wait ppl think it's sars. LoL. Was a lil' disappointed in him today. He msg me to call him, maybe cause he can't call thru or something, but why couldn't he call my house? Funny. Call him liaoz, as usual, we don't chat much. We just kept quiet most of the time. I don't like chatting with him on the phone cause we have nothing to talk about. Most of the time I'm the one doing the talking. Unless he's preachin me of course. LoL.
Today I feel too weak lah, and when I jokingly told him to go do his things and asked him to hang up, he told me he's not in the mood to. Yah yah, I've to give in to you all the time right? I always give you face, always give in to you. Are you takin advantage of me? Today I'm not in a good mood either k? Whole day I've been stuffing tissues up my nostrils and drinking herbal tea and such. You complained that you're broke. What about me? I'm broke too! You no ciggs you take from me, you go drink never bring wallet I pay, I transfer money to you when you're broke..you're really taking me for advantage. Your frens call you xiao bai lian I don't believe cause you DO treat me eat ocassionally, and you do transfer money to me when I'm broke (which I always transfer back to you w/o your acknowledgement) and because you're my bf I don't gey gao with you. But it has gone overboard. Maybe what your friends said has some truth in them. I'm sick and tired. I don't like to be taken advantage. I'm a girl. Give me face. I'm not working and I DON'T have the money. Try to understand my situation sometimes too. Whatever. I'm in no mood to write anymore. You don't understand me. You think I'm good to eat right? I'm not. I'm your gf. Treat me like how other ppl treat their gf. With respect.