Very blur..wat's wrong wif me Something's wrong Dedicated to Kevin Su
Stupid Charmain called me this morning and woke me up. I was having such a nice dream! Was dreaming that I actually slimmed down till I can wear nice nice clothes. Stupid girl. LoL. Our conversation:
Charmain: Hello? Oui you still sleeping ah?
Me: Mmmm..yah..
Charmain: Oui don't sleep leh. Want meet me for breakfast? (or something like that..was in a daze)
Me: Huh..no need lah. You no need go sch meh?
Charmain: Aiyah, was on my way to sch but now wat time liao, reach sch sure late so I not goin le.
Me: Huh orh.
Charmain: Oui you going study later or not?
Me: Where u?
Charmain: Tampines 821 there. Want meet me or not. I haven't eat breakfast yet. You study week right? Let's study together leh.
Me: Huh? Mmm..you go eat breakfast first lohz. Call me when you done. Let me sleep first.
Charmain: Ok lohz I go eat. Pig leh you, so late still sleepin.
Me: Ahh..let me sleep. Call me later.
Charmain: Aiyah ok lah ok lah.
Me: Come my house later if you done early k.
Charmain: See how lah. Go sleep lah
Me: Kk..buai.
Charmain: Bye bye.
After she hanged up, I checked the time. Was it really that late? It was only 8:32am!! Damn! Charmain Yap!! Thanks leh! For waking me up at 830 when I set my alarm at 10!!! Argh. Heng I went back to sleep still can sleep, else I'll go Tampines find u straight ah! LoL. Silly girl. Woke up at 10 cause Chiang Hui msg me saying that today is Alvin's bday, not tml. Shit! That really woke me up from my sleep. I thought Friday was 30th!! Shit!! Msged Sue the bad news and told her to bring fwd the celebration to today. She spread the news around and heng, the rest of the ppl were quite ok with it. I msg Alvin telling him to meet today instead of tml for lunch. To cut things short, I quickly dressed, ate a heavy breakfast and went down sch to meet HL buy cake. Went down BB and celebrated there. Ate 2 mouths only and the strawberry and I was full. Since Sue liked the cake I let her eat mine. I was only aiming the strawberry you see. LoL. Went down to Mensa eat since most of them never eat, then met up with Theresa to accompany her eat. Eat finish liao we went to study at club room until 5+pm. All of us were too tired to even think. Went bus stop and met up with Sue, take 23 with her saw HL so I psycho her to teach me CKTCS @ Macs. I treated her to a dinner. We studied till around 7+ then started chatting. She left at 8+ and I went home. Was earlier than my dad today. LoL.
Went home with a bad stomache. Reached home went toilet liaoz. Shitted alot. I know I'm gross, you can don't read this part if you want to. This is a free blog, and it's your eyes and my hands. You're free to read and I'm free to type. WTH. Bathe finished liao was coughin quite badly so I spit into the toilet bowl. I felt like vomitting and tried to cough out whatever was in my throat and out came my dinner from Macs. Shit. There goes my fish fillet. Was spraying the toilet bowl with water when I felt another wave comin, so I opened my mouth and out came ice lemon tea and fries. LoL. My throat was really hurtin by then. Ouch. Came out and I looked weak, cause my mom was so concerned. Told dear about it and he thought I was anorexic. Diao. If I was anorexic, I won't spend $14 on dinner lohz. Stupid. Sigh. Think the fish wasn't fresh..argh. I'm falling sick. I'm actually shivering while typing today's blog. Woah. My fan isn't on. Double woah. LoL. Well gotta go off liaoz. So tired..have to study CKTCS again tml. *Groan*
Dear,
You mean alot to me and seriously, when you were depressed just now, I didn't know what to do. I was at my wits end cause I'm having a rough day myself. I didn't know how to make you happy. Seeing you depressed made me depressed too and I almost cried. It seems as if I'm making you worried for the wrong reasons and seriously, you could have been happier w/o me. You're always worryin when I hang out with guys, cause they always try to take advantage; you're always worryin about my health, cause my appetite's not so good recenty; you're always worryin about my studies, cause I'm always playin games and slackin; you're always worryin about my drivin, cause I'm a reckless driver and take the road for granted; you're always worryin about how my parents see you, cause I'm your gf; you're always worryin whenever my mom calls you, cause you know you're gonna get it from her again..there's lots more things you always worry about. I know I'm being silly here again. I'm always silly whenever I'm with you. But I want you to know that you are the best bf anyone could have and I'm glad that I'm your gf. LoL. (I sense the ego becomin big) It's the truth though. I'm glad you're here to tolerate my nonsense, my parents' naggin and scoldin and to share my woes and joys. Thank you dear. You've brought joy to my life ever since you step into it. And although I rarely say the 3 words to you, I mean it, from the bottom of my heart, my lungs, my stomach, my intestine etc when I say I LOVE YOU. So don't be silly as to say that you're being unreasonable cause you have the right to. Just don't make it into a habit. LoL. To me you're never unreasonable, well, save for 1 or 2 occasion. But nevertheless, my love for you will never go decrease, instead it will only increase. I LOVE YOU. *Muacks*