27 Sep 2004, Mon (HOT)

Late Supper & Burning Oil

Had a late supper with dear, ZZ and Weili yesterday. Ate till 12+am, then dear came over to my place and sleep. He was chatting with Theresa online. Was quite happy that he mixes well with my friend, but can't help having this feelin inside of me. The feelin that either he or she will like each other..more than just a friend. Sigh. Anyways, dear was sleeping and I was supposed to be studying for my IBTCPT quiz today. Was feeling very energetic, maybe due to the fact that I drank TEH-O (stupid dear..asked him order teh, he go order teh-o) just an hour ago or that I'd slept the whole day away. Was getting bored with studying, so I wrote a poem. LoL.

POEM

When I first know you
It was fate
You had a girlfriend then
I knew I was a tad too late

I gave you what you want in hope that
You will be with me
But it was just a fling
A relationship that was never meant to be

All these years we've been friends and such
But my actions had not proved that much
That I treated you more than I would treat a friend
Accompanying you whenever I can

All these years I stood by you
Even though I had a boyfriend to start anew
Never had I once let you down
In times of need or whenever you frown

After all these years of being just a friend
You had finally took me in your arms
And hold my hand
You said the 3 magical words
I've been wanting to hear
The words had never sounded so melodic
When other guys whispered it in my ear

Now that we're finally together
There's nothing else to fear
Except the fact that I've no confidence
Whenever you aren't here

We're together now
All thanks to fate
Thank you fate for bringing us together
Even though it's kind of late....

*Don't puke..it's just an amatuer writing poem again. LoL. Steady pom pipi right? Xy also can write poem. I've been asked to go poem exhibition before hor, 2 times I've entered into semi-finals..but never go read my poem. Why leh you ask. Well, first time was like in Florida. I have to pay for my own expenses..sianz. 2nd time was at LA. So far..both times I also studyin..if go there win nvm..if don't win waste my time. LoL. Enjoy my poems ba..feeling rather poetic these few days....*

Slack, slack, smoke & slack

That's what I did the whole day! OMG!! How can this be possible? I'm such a slacker, and I love being me. LoL. Supposed to meet Xiujun aka zz at 11 de, but 11 I was still at home. LoL. Decided to go buy ciggy, so went buy ciggy. $7.50, cheaper than outside, take cab, go sch, sat down with Sue, HL and Jacky at BB eat my brunch. Ate half a plate I don't want eat liaoz. We were having such a fun time. I talked to Jacky then my food accidentally landed on his forehead..he talk then his saliva accidentally drip into my food. LoL. All sorts of funny things. Kept laughing at Sue and me. We're such jokers. Lame. Sue said I looked pretty today. Well..maybe coz I was feeling pretty today. I think I am therefore I am. LoL. Went to meet ZZ at library at 12, I went to pay my fine. Lost a stupid library book. Damn! The book cost $13++ and guess how much I had to pay in the end? $29.25. KNN. Remind me NEVER to go TP library borrow story books again. I didn't even read that book! Argh. I curse the person who's holding the book. Curse you!! Hope you fail ALL your subjects and get kicked out. Nah..hope you fail your main paper, your sup paper and forever remain in TP with the sucky system!! *Evil*
Anyways, after meet ZZ, went to find John. John was with Nic, Han Jie and Iskandar. Nic made the canteen chair into a recliner. Woah!! The incredible. LoL. Went smoking with John till 1pm, then TIME FOR QUIZ!! Went in the lecturer keep calling my name. "Seet Yee pls settle down. No talking already. Put your bag on the chair Seet Yee. Seet Yee don't talk. Seet Yee Seet Yee." Argh. Hate my name. After quiz went to find Weide pass him his book. So shiok, I study this subject whole sem no need buy book. Weide lent me for the whole sem. LoL. Anyways, went back to find John and smoke again until 3pm. After that went to cleanroom and slack, before finding Theresa, Michelle and May Thu to study. Go there no mood study, do what lehz? Walk here walk there, print notes, then go buy drink. Went to find Sue at her lab, then chit chatted, complained here and there abt that stupid ABNN bitch. Use my card borrow book till got fine also never tell me. Such a bitch. Argh! The school is crawling with bitches!! Bitch. LoL. Sue treated me to a stick of honey from Coffeebean. I LURVE sweet things!!! I have a sweet tooth..make that a whole mouthful of sweet teeth. LoL. I ate 2 sticks..why? Coz I'm xy. Huiling say the rest of the ppl eat 1 stick each, and I'm the only one eat 2 sticks. LoL. I'm xy mah. Right? LoL. I'm cute, I'm irresistable, I'm a good friend to almost everybody and I'm childish. So everybody tends to give in to me. LoL.
Went to slack with Jiawei when he reached Short circuit. He introed his friend, think his friend's name is Jiayuan or something. Can't rem. Anyway, his friend looks like Zhang Zhi Lin!! Julian hor..the guy from HK..not the girl from Marie France. I find Zhang Zhi Lin ok lookin nia lehz, maybe that's why he so pop. LoL. Jiawei said I'd slimmed down quite alot. And the last time he saw me was like 14th Aug lohz. LoL. He say my face sharper, my arms smaller and stomach smaller. No!! Me fat le. Sob. He asked me if I ate any slimming pills. Haha! I'm waiting for him to buy me Xtrim for x'mas!! LoL. Was chit chatting till Theresa called to tell me that they're leaving. Oppz!! LoL. So went to take bag, meet Jiawei continue our talk crap..then meet up with John smoke again, then go Tampines for shopping spree!!
Nah..not really a shopping spree..just bought a jeans and a top from Fila woman. What else can 3 women do? Shop and try on clothes..one after another. LoL. Had so much fun. Waited for dear to come, and he did come. He come Tampines to help me take my shoppin bag de. LoL. Joking. Went our separate ways after shopping coz me and Kev watching movie. Theresa gave me a wet kiss on my cheeks. Damn, on purpose de. Idiotz.

Stupid show..+ 2 ppl world

Queued up for the show Dodgeball. Damn it's funny lohz!!!! Piangz. I'm laffing my ass off. Stupid show. But it did teach me something. Unless you're dying, there's no feeling or something that's too bad that you can't handle. LoL. Maybe ba. Stupid Kev don't let me drink the ice tea. Funny huh? Don't let me drink then why buy in the first place? He don't really drink ice tea one lehz..always drink coke. So gassy. So meaning he buy for me to drink one mah. LoL. He put the drink 1 seat away..so I cannot reach. At one point I was snatching the drink, then stupid drink drop on the floor. Sianz. Cannot drink liaoz. Went to take a bus, but was smoking when bus came, so we sat down and drink coke and smoke. LoL. Saw John and was telling Kev that John is my "darling". He's been my buddy for like..err..since we joined Psychology class 1 yr ago! Muahahaha. We were always that close de. Kev said something which I hear le rather low morale. He said he should go find darlings also, since I have so many. Piangz..my darlings are who lehz? Eugene, John and Jacky. No more!! They're either gays or attached. Oppz! Jacky is considered a very good friend. LoL. Not gay, not attached. If Kev go find darlings, I sure die until jialat jialat. Why lehz? Coz the girls have crush on him de mah!! Walk everywhere see this girl, see that girl, he'll tell me this girl used to have crush on him..that girl used to crush on him. Piangz. Saded. Make me feel so insecure SOMETIMES. Note: SOMETIMES coz most of the time I boh chup. It'll make me feel better to boh chup sometimes too. No need to think so much. Sigh. But what was the ultimate thing he said after I argued that how would he like it if I asked Wenhui to be my darling? He say he'll go find another gf and seriously speaking, he not afraid that he cannot find. Ok ok..I know you've alot of girls crushing on you. Go ahead then. If they're really better than me then pls go. KNS. Where's my file..me wana file somebody's dick cm by cm...
Dear..time to file that lil thingy of urs!! File already pain right? Me will put ice water and salt on it..followed by the yellow medicine..muahahha...the file I'll find those that inmates use to file the metal bars away de...come come..LoL.