Sentosa

Before I went Sentosa, I met up with Wenhui for breakfast. Goon goon nia. After the breakfast my father called to remind me that I've forgotten about my camera. Oppz. My father came down and passed me the camera. Took a cab down to HL's house to pick her up. She duno staring at what, my cab waited for her to turn (the cab stopped after the bus stop) almost a minute. It's ok. Went down to see almost all turned up (WL, Eugene, CY, Sue, Meng Lei, Han Jie, Benjamin, Patrick, Yuxian and Wee Pin) except for Jacky. Waited for him then had breakfast @ Macs. Went to change into my 3/4 shorts that I bought from Gio like +-3mths ago. I realised that the whole shorts is actually dropping. LoL. I've slimmed down. LoL. So proud of it. Went to withdraw money, guess what? This is the first time within 1 yr that my bank account has dropped to a single digit. First time. Time to wake up my fucking idea and start saving. Went Sentosa and I irritated Eugene, Sue, CY and Jacky by acting American. I spoke with a slang and acted as if I've been in states for a long time and this is the first time I'm stepping into Sentosa. LoL. They were so irritated and threatened to hit me with 1.5l mineral water bottles. Went to the beach, first game was volleyball, which I'm not good at. I'm better at netball, take after my mom I guess. Played awhile and was bored with it cause my whole arms were like red. Went down to the sea and watched Ben, WP and Yuxian play with water. After awhile, just lay down on the beach and chatted with ML abt Kev. The guys were tired after playin with v-ball so we all went down to the sea. I acted as though I'm committing suicide and guess what? Nobody cares. Saded. LoL. The guys (Jacky, Eug, WL and CY) stood in a line and started splashing water at me like there's no tml. Sianz. Wet. Got out of water, dragged HL down and in the end, most of us were like wet. Lunch time was at 2+pm at the hawker centre. I didn't eat. I drank a coconut, and the meat was like tough, the juice like no taste, the drink also not cold and best of all it costs $4. Fucking hell right? EX!! After that went back onland le, and I was rather pissed off with WL cause he's bossy. We're not a company nor are we sec sch uniform groups. Fuck it lah..what is passed has already passed..so I shall just throw my anger away. It hurts when u're carryin too much anger in you. It kinda makes your life miserable don't you think? Sue councelled me on the way back, giving me important lessons to be learnt in life..thanks Suefong! All in all, today's outing wasn't that good, but it was planned last minute so not bad liaoz, for first attempt..

Fireworks Display

Damn! All that rushing just for a 15min fireworks display which I had seen it on New Year's eve. Damn damn damn! Tried to take pics but I was like at the road (of the bridge) and was blocked 3/4 by One Fullerton buildin. FUCK. Feel as though I'm in sauna! The people, wow..it's damn scary. We stayed at fullerton in bid of allowing the crowd disperse. We stood there for like almost an hour (got mah? around there ba, +-10 minutes). We decided to walk over to esplanade and meet up with Eug and CY. Haha, the bridge connecting esplanade and fullerton which usually takes me 5 minutes to walk across, took me, Jacky, Sue and HL almost 20min. Met up with them liao then decided to go C.A.N cafe at bugis for a drink.

City Hall Vs CAN cafe

Went down to Swissotel main lobby to wait for Kev cause he's coming over to pick us up. Supposed to lah, but the rest wanted to walk. I chose to take the car cause I was tired, my legs killing me, rather paiseh coz Kev on the way down le. Waited for him till I felt silly, so went down to look for WL and borrowed his hp. Something's wrong with Starhub today, either that or my phone's cranky again. I can't call out, can't receive msg and ppl can't call in. I waited for Kev outside robinson's taxi stand. Was lookin out for his car then suddenly I turned and he was walking towards me. He'd parked his car at the carpark cause he kena fucked by the doorman from Swissotel. Was rather touched cause he went thru all this trouble for me. Reached CAN cafe then realised my wallet missing. DAMN! If I were to lose my IC again, it'd be the 2nd time and I'd have to pay like $500? Or is it $300? Whatever lah. And somemore got 2 safra cards..have to pay too! Kev took the trouble to go all the way back to his car to search, in case I dropped it in his car. Yupz..that's what my wallet did. Na Bey. After drinking and sorts, we went back to Kev's house to play MJ. Ok, CY, Jacky and Sue played..me? I fell asleep after writing blog.

Him

*Sigh* What should I write? He's the nicest guy that treats me like a princess and suanz me like every minute, sayang me when I'm down, hold me when I'm tired, kiss me when I needed it, hugs me when I'm cold, annoys me to see me get jealous, entertains me when I'm bored, makes me laugh just to see me smile..there's loads more. He asked me out to dinner with his parents today but I just couldn't make it cause Sue came over to my house for dinner. Met up with him after the fireworks and went cafe, then went his house. We'd already called each other dear in public, yet we're not together. Why? Cause maybe I don't know if he was ready for committment, or if I was ready. Had a talk with Sue just now and what she says really true. Can I ensure if I let him go now, I'll be able to find another guy who loves me just as much? I gave it a thought and decided to try things out. I asked him if he was ready cause I feel as though I'm already in a r/s with him w/o me knowing it. To this question he replied yes. I really do like him..and I do care for him. But I'm worried that I won't be able to spend ample time with him. I'm really scared, cause April (his ex) was also a busy person and they ended breaking up 6mths+ into their relationship. I don't wish to end with Kev cause I know we can never be that close like before once we break up or something. But I don't wanna end everything now, I DO like him and have feelings for him. He has part of my heart with him already..I'll try my best to give him the attn he wants, cause now I know he truly loves me. I'll try, no matter how busy I am, to give him at least 1hr everyday, to give him undivided attn..Kev, I'm willing to give our relationship a try..I'm just waiting for you. Always had been since months ago. I'm willing to try even if I shall end up getting hurt, even if we shall never be close friends again..just waiting for you to ask the question once more...

National Day!

Ok basically I nua the whole day. Not really whole day cause I woke up around 3+pm. Nua till I can't stand it. Woke up, eat, watch tv, play games, surf net, chat, go out chat somemore, come home chat again. LoL. I'm a real chatterbox ain't I? Met Wenhui just now at 9pm, had a chat with him after we walk thru the pasar malam. I feel very comfortable with him. FUCK!! Got cockroach in my room!! ARGH!! Na bey!! I go kill it first..brb! Ok it escaped! He's lucky else I'll just drown him in a pool of insecticide. Ewwww...yucks! Ok back to topic. I feel very comfortable, as though he's a very close friend whom I can disclose my darkest secret yet he won't leak it out. He's one that can be there whenever I need him (duh, he lives like 1 bus stop away only) and I can count on him in times of need. Sorry Wenhui..I've decided to follow your suggestion and accept Kev le. I'm just waiting for Kev to ask the question. Sorry.

Ok, just now chatted with Kev after I got back. We played gunbound and he keep losing. Maybe it's on purpose? LoL. Anyway, we had fun lohz. After the fun ended, I asked him what's my status now. He told me I'm his gf le. I was like no way! Haha..not letting him get off that easily lohz. So he asked me what must he do? Buy flowers and chocolates and kneel down infront of my friends and ask? LoL. That would have been nicer if it's a marriage proposal, but not a relationship proposal. Isn't it? Haha! Told him that he have to ask the question before we get into a relationship. Damn, I'm really making things difficult for him. LoL. He told me he's just waiting for the right time to ask me. Maybe tml he'll ask ba..LoL.. Will I be attached again? Or will we still continue the way we are? Most prob get together you say, well, we shall see k? Shall blog tml if he asks..tune in tml! LoL. Gotta go sleep le, tml is Atomic's 2nd anniversary dinner le..gotta help out. Nightz everybuddy!