Fucked Up Papers

Funny that there's no "SCHOOL" section? Well I've decided to change abit. After all, I'm an attitude girl. I change when I want, when I want. Argh I'm so full!! Damn, shouldn't have ate that much for dinner. Anyways, today had 2 papers, ICPDD and ICAPP. I got to school at 750am, then piangz, stomachache, went LS. LoL. I know I'm being disgusting. Just bear with me. LoL. If not you're welcome to leave de. Studied from 8am to 820, then no mood liaoz. Started complainin and chatting with Zhiwei. Stupid tests. Damn, it was fucked up, let me tell you why.
ICPDD:
Was supposed to choose 4 questions out of 5. Went in 12 minutes earlier so read the paper. Piangz. First question I only know how to do part A, 2nd question part B only, the rest all I don't know how to do. Anyhow write lohz! Can't even remember what is inside SC2(Standard Cleaning 2)! I only know the ratio of the chemicals were 1:1:6. Sianz. Boh bian have to do 4 questions, else my CCA advisor would come after me, so I did something I am good in, that is talking crap. I kept thinking of logical answers and what I did in lab. Did remembered a few things from the lecture notes so I wrote that down too. Don't know can pass or not. My 4 musketeers all hoping to get 25/100 nia. I hope to get that much too..if can more better. As the saying goes, the more the merrier..
ICAPP:
Ok this paper was better, although was feeling rather sleepy after lunch. 2pm paper, 1pm eat lunch. Of coz tired k. Saw the first 2 questions, I almost knocked myself hard in the head. Ya know why? First 2 question which is 10 marks each, were similar to my quiz paper. 98% similar lohz! Piangz! Saw question 2, asked the same question yet I forgot the answer!! *stupid me* Question 3 and 4 were like alien to me, cause I suddenly forgot all formulae. Piangz, too tired to think and I fell asleep. Was supposed to wake up at 1425 to do question 3-4, in the end slept 3 minutes only then I woke up le. Thank God for the power nap. My mind was suddenly refreshed and I could remember all those fomulae. Suddenly very wide awake, and I finished the paper by 1440, but was going thru the papers once again then realised the answer for fH is not 0Hz, instead it was (GBW)(B). Kns. You should have seen me. I wanted to get out of there before 1450 else I have to stay till 1520!! Get out liaoz, saw my 3 musketeers, compared answer then I realised my answer didn't change to dB! Argh. Fucked up papers...just pray for a pass..

After Tests..

Yay!! 4 papers down and 1 more to go! LoL! After tml I'm FREE!! Nah..holidays so many things to do. Got this shit and that shit..argh..let me see got what things to do:
6th Aug - Class Chalet
8th Aug - Sentosa Trip
9th Aug - Meet up with Jason/Keith get safra card
10th Aug - Atomic Anniversary Dinner
11th Aug - Shopping for Formal Wear
12th Aug - Meeting up with Shufen, Shelmi and Diana
13th Aug - Ushering for TP Graduation Day
14th Aug - Ushering for TP Graduation Day
14th Aug - Meet up with Jiawei and Erin
DAMN! What the f*ck. Majiam no holidays. *Sob* Still must go joggin durin hols else I sure fat de. But think no time for me to jog also, or get fat even. My holidays are so BURNED..
Saw Wenhui when I was having lunch at Mensa with Dexian, Hong Ye, Theresa and Zhiwei. He was sitting in the same row but a few tables away. He mouthed some words but I can't read lips(*duh*) so he tried to call me. I shouted to him that my hp can't call thru. Guess what he did? He msg me. He say we got fate, sch so big also can meet up. I was like..err..school not very big lohz. He then replied asking me what are the odds that 2 engineering students would meet each other at Mensa 2 without arranging to meet up first. I was like..ok ok you win, cause I wanted to go smoke le. LoL. Think tml I supposed to meet him for breakfast leh. Feelin abit lazy liao leh how? My craving for roti prata has died..don't feel like eating liaoz.
Discussed with Sue about class chalet after my ICAPP test. Stupid Alvin keep di siao me when I was on the phone with Kev. Only when I threatened to sell away his necklace then he shut up. KNS. Went home sleep after the discussion, which ended at 5pm. Steady? Steady lah cause can end earlier but we kept drifting to other subjects. LoL..

Steadiest Mom and Stupidest Dad

My mom very steady! Our house no more gas le (since Mon), then she used the microwave oven which is known to make food dry and tasteless, to cook a square meal for the whole family. Steady right? THe fish tasted so fresh and is cooked to perfection. And the cauliflowers, omg, they're so soft! LoL. Thanks mom for the dinner, it'd been days since I ate dinner at home....
Stupid dad, come home gave me a shock. Thought he gonna quarrel with me, then actually he was trying to be LAME. See, I packed some of my clothes into the Fila Sports bag Charmain gave me for my 21st bday and I put the bag in the hall. My father saw liao then he told me in a stern voice that the bag is his, how come I'm using it. I was like, huh? That bag my friend gave me de leh. He started raising his voice saying that it's his now cause I told him to use it (did I?) and I'm being rude cause I used without asking. He say he gonna take back. So I asked him can I use and he like, yupz, use it all you like. *Diao* $0.35 x 5...then my cold sore not ok yet, then fridge got mango. He ate it all up! He kept complimenting the mango while walking TO AND FRO infront of my room. Argh!! On purpose de!! LoL..stupid dad..

Him

Ok, he shocked me today. He's making me really confused with what I want. *Diao* $0.70. He sent me a message at 0146hrs, which I only replied at 0735hrs, cause by 1+am, I asleep liaoz. This is how our conversation goes:
Him: Dear ...Do u think that durin time ...Ur feelings 4 me like dropped ? Or isit im juz sensitive...
Me: Huh? Why u ask lehz?
Him: Can u ans me ?
Me: Huh? No lah, maybe cause i too busy and i'm having tests now ba..
Him: Orh ...i'm just over sensitive then
Me: Wah! You're not only plain sensitive, you're OVER sensitive wor! LoL. Ask you huh, where do I stand in your heart now?
Me: Wei, too paiseh to answer ah? Why no reply?
Him: Juz nw i fall in mah ... U stand ... U stand b/w my family n my frenz ... Gd enuff an ans ...
Me: Haha! I didn't know i stand in such a high place de..LoL..ok lah i've to go cramp diagrams into my brain liaoz..
Him: Orhz ...ok loh
He gives me the feelin that when he says he loves me, he really means it. Cause while chatting with Sue at short circuit, i messaged him these:
Me: Dearisendyouthismessagecauseiknowyouhavingbreaknowguesswhat
yourbrotheralsoslackininshortcircuit
Him: ohreallyhegotnothingtodomehtellhimtoniteMJathm..
Me: Huhwhattypingyouicatchnoball..whyyoudontmsghimurselfcausehesur
roundedbypeepandthenipaiseh
Him: Oklahthennvmlahloveumuakz
Aren't we cute? No! We're just plain childish/boh liao/nothing else better to do. LoL. So what do I want from him? Ok, I know yesterday I say I want to fling, cause I don't wish to hurt myself. Flings are like no feelings involved. But sad to say I've been tryin too hard to deceive myself and deprive myself from the true feelings I have for him, I'm so lost now, can someone show me the way out please.....