School Family Him
Today no paper, yet I go school. See I so guai. No lah, actually was supposed to meet my 4 musketeers and Theresa yesterday night to study, in the end changed to today. We met up at 2pm in school. Hong Ye sent Theresa to school lohz cause they live near by to each other. Sweet hor? Went up to level 7 to study. Ok, so we did talk more than we study to a ratio of maybe 2:1 respectively. I didn't eat breakfast cause I meeting Wenhui for lunch mah. Waited for his paper to end then went opposite to eat. 3rd time we met up le, can consider 3rd date. LoL. You guys won't understand de, only me and him will. Haha! Anyway after lunch I went back school and he went home. He was rather sweet, told me to bring jacket to library next time cause rather cold in there. Hmmz, was rather hot leh, maybe cause it was filled with people lohz. Saw Soon Poh, Janice, Sherlyn and Shunqiang. My mentees! Kena suan by the Shunqiang. KNS! He keep calling me oui and Emily, cause I was wearing Emily The Strange tee. Cute guy, my age also. Haha! LoL. Soon Poh know what I talking abt lah. Stupid SP keep suaning me also, then I ignored him, told him dun ever call, msg, msn, email me and don't ask other ppl to help him plead. He says he won't, then he knelt down and begged for forgiveness. Sigh, I missed those guys. Saw Seng Chye today!!!! Ahh!!! Wilbur Pan lookalike! Haha..I remembered last time I talk to him I won't look at him de, cause he looks too cute! Irresistable! Even Theresa says he looks cute. *Drool* Hey, I'm not boy crazy ok! When I was young I was boy crazy, but now grown up le, so I'm mainly man mad. LoL.
In library kept suaning Hong Ye and Theresa, matchmake them together. LoL. They were so paiseh! Esp Theresa! When we left, we asked Theresa to take Hong Ye's bike but she don't want. I asked her who she wants to follow, she said very softly us. The guys were so amused they kept laughing. Now I realised that Kev drive recklessly, but Dexian worse!! Haha! Went 505 to eat dinner then went over to Melissa's house there study. Ok, we were more efficient over at Melissa's house. I left at 1130pm, leaving behind Dexian, Han Sim and Zhiwei. I took a cab home and made a huge circle. Sianz! My cab fare was like $7 lohz! Argh..
My dad must be high today. The way he talks is so fucked up. Kept calling me and rushing me to go home. Dad. *Fucked up* Whereas my mom, ok I know I haven't been the best student in school and I always play games/irc/chat at home instead of studying, but need she remind me almost every alternate days that her wish is to see me graduate? I'm trying my best and I don't want this kind of thing from her. I know it's all good for me, but can't she change into positive kind of way to encourage me instead of telling me that I'm old, I need to score better than my classmates etc? Can't she say to me that she knows I can do it, or say things in a nicer tone? Argh. Can't wait for Friday to come. It's her constant nagging and my father's proud attitude that makes me hate going home. I know they're my family, my only family to be exact. BUT I need some positive encouragement to keep me going sometimes. Argh, no wonder I fall sick easily..
Nothing much to say except he's on MC again. 2 days MC wor. He joked with me saying that he should fall sick after my exams like I told him to, cause I can't take care of him during my tests. Nevermind lah, he got Steff to accompany him today. How come I no feeling when he told me only Steff at his house today leh? Weird. He very lazy panda ok! He asked me if I wanted a lift home after my study, then I msg him say what time he convenient. He called and told me his brother using the car. Lazy say lazy, no need make excuses de, cause he still got merc. Was abit angry cause don't like ppl to make excuses after they offered to do something. But was ok after awhile cause he's not my bf, he is not complied to do this for me. Even my friends say siao, come all the way from Serangoon down to Tampines then to Bedok then back home to Serangoon again. Ok ok..I'm abit demanding. Fine. Got back home there liao then he chatted with me till I reach my house lohz. Was on the cab then thought about things between him and me. Yesterday I was tempted to try things out with him, and today, I just want to stay like this as fling/lover. How come huh? Everyday got different feeling. Maybe because I don't know how much he'll change his attitude if we get together ba. Maybe maybe..maybe cause there's 3rd party.......