School Rin
Monday blues!! Argh!! Went to take bus today, don't know is I sway or what, piangz! No bus!! Not 1 freaking bus in sight!! There was 1 lah, thing is it's so damn packed you can't squeeze an ant in(I'm exaggerating I know) and best of all I wasn't even waiting for bus. In the end take cab lohz! Guess what? Not 1 freaking cab in sight! *Deja vu* Muahaha!! Finally found 1 cab, got in, then supposed to turn into TCC there, traffic jam!! Argh!! Actually can reach in time de, but I was stuck at the traffic light for 15 fucking minutes!! How sway can I get? Aiyoh, then wait for the lift, argh!! BOTH lifts were empty and were filled in seconds!! What's wrong with the people this week? I know this is the last week before term test starts, no need to act studious one lohz! NB! Went lab, Zhiwei was already patching up the circuit. I asked him why he so good ah, this week patch, cause supposed to be my turn this week, who knows he asked me to measure the waveform. Piangz..I like so long no play with those machines liaoz. We were stuck at the first question cause our waveform is a straight line, then did troubleshooting. Troubleshoot 10min liaoz then I realise never switch on the power! Haha, how silly can we get? Dexian came in late and we were chatting, then when my hp got message, he asked, "K***n ah? See I so clever!" Boh liaoz! Think he was very bored in lab so he went out and ate breakfast, knowing that I'm VERY HUNGRY! On purpose de, he came back and described what he ate, making my stomach growl! On purpose again, evil guy. Second lesson, best, I forgot to bring my text. The whole morning I was wondering why my bag so light, no wonder lah! Forgot to bring text. Heng also cause that lesson lasted 15min nia. Wenhui then msg me, reminding me that I have a lunch date with him today. Shit! So he joined me and Sue, Huiling, Jianyu and other ppl. He kept reminding me that he used to chase me, blah blah blah. I was like, aiyoh, things so long ago forget it lohz. He asked if I had any guys chasing me now, and I told him truthfully that I'm lacking of suitors right now. Sad right? He don't believe me!! Argh..he say we majiam the condor hero. He waited for me for 9 yrs (as if..) and he still remembered what happened during sec school. Piangz..wang shi bie zai ti le!!!!! So bad..sigh, at least he reminded me of how popular I was back in sec sch. After lunch I went ICAPP lecture, first time this week and maybe it shall be the last. The lecturer keep staring at me! Ok I know I'm at fault, shouldn't come in 20min late, shouldn't have talked to my 3 musketeers, shouldn't have asked for sweets and most importantly shouldn't have slept in his class. Kena scolded when I asked Han Sim for sweet, the lecturer stopped teaching and everyone looking at me. He asked me what I want from HS, and I told him I got it, thanks for worrying. Fuck man, make me so paiseh. Stupid Shen XueFeng!! Bloody China man with slang to match!! Argh! In Chee SA's lesson better, I answered phone infront of him he also never scold me, never do anything. Muahaha, Singaporeans better! So nice!
After class went for meeting, sianz. Today whole day almost din talk to WL. He so attitude de!! So childish, go put password in his blog so I can't read whatever things he's writing about me! Argh! But today he did make the first move and tried to talk to me, so got reply lah. He's ¾ out of my LIST le. My little BLACK BOOK..not many people inside de ok? Muahaha, maybe one of these days should list out. Argh!!! Today my IBTCPT fail liao lah! Don't know how to do!! Fuck it fuck it fuck it!! Stupid day, hurry be over lah!
Today Rin msg me. Our conversation:
Her: tink u having ur term test soon..gd luck n study hard
Me: Thanks, my term tests nxt week..so..can you forgive me for my foolishness and stupidity and start all over again?
Her: I dun bear grudges..just hope u can try to understand my changes as im reaching another stage of life..just as ill do for u too.:)
Hmmz, ppl willing to forgive me le, but I can't guarantee that I won't be stupid all over again when I'm jealous wor. Come on lah, she's prettier, she's cleverer, she's more shapely than I, a better person and successful than me. Bound to be jealous now and then de. Sigh, have to be forgiving!! Have to be my better person. At least she'll be there to lend me a shoulder when I need it, same for me..cause we had been best bud since pri 5!! Long eh! 11yrs liaoz....Rin, I hereby sincerely say sorry to you. SORRY!! Thanks for wanting this childish, stupid, foolish, impetuous, rash, hot headed, vulgarities filled mouth, impulsive, subitaneous action, unbridled, brusque, ungracious, crude, snappy, irrational, rambunctious, obstreperous etc etc (the list goes on) friend. Thanks!! (yx, if u reading this, I'm actually what I describe, not that good as you make me out to be..) Rin rin!! I missed you!!!!