Yesterday ended so happily. Although I have to go school to distribute the flyers for ETCM talk, I was willing to do so. Coz WL had told me to be the organizer, which is something Mr Wong had asked me to be instead of a normal helper. After that, I went home and slack the whole day, playing gunbound. I saw him on msn, but I stopped myself from msging him. I don't wish to look too needy on him..though the things he sometimes say really seemed as though he loved me. Like that time he went out, I din want to ask and I told him I have no right to ask his whereabouts. To that, he answered me by telling me that I've all the rights to ask anything about him. In the evening, I and him played gunbound together, and it was him who messaged me first. He called and we chatted for quite awhile, and throughout the whole conversation, I was actually smiling. Asked him to join me and my friends for a session of ktv and he say he'll join us after his dinner with his coursemates. Indeed he did, although we didn't really sing finish any of the duet songs, I was satisfied that he was there for me. We went Newton circus after the KTV session and we sat there for almost eternity. Me and Sue drank while the other 3 guys ordered non-alcoholic drinks. Seeing him able to blend with my buddies made me happy..the feeling is almost indescribable. He was feeling tired by the time we left Newton and had sent us near to his house to take cab. Before I got down, he asked me to accompany him for awhile, but Sue was coming over to my house, so I turned him down. Wanted to give him a peck on the cheeks, but felt it was inappropriate infront of my friends. Well..now my friend Sue is sleeping and I'm thinking of him..wondering how long can we carry on like this....