Results out!

Yesterday went to see doctor. Dina Quek..my family doctor. She's very generous with the MC de. LoL. Love going to her when I needed a MC urgently. Thing is charges also very high. Sigh. Anyway went with him yesterday then my eye was red. The receptionist-cum-pharmacist, Michelle saw me and asked if I was looking for the doctor regarding my eye. Oh yah, I'm a regular there till Michelle actually knows my name. Haha! Anyway waited a long time. Fuck man. Some pregnant lady duno do what inside. PAP smear? Whatever.
I went in and started telling the doc what's wrong with me. She started checking up on me and said if I'm worried about having dengue, I should take a blood test. I was like..*faint*. Haha! I've a phobia on needles..not just any needles but those injection kinds and those that were used with drips. Just thinking of them give me the creeps. Argh..my hands are starting to hurt..ee....needles..yucks!
Oh yah..then decided to take lah..she told me she needed 3ml..I was like WTH!!! That's not alot I know but to someone who has phobia of needles..well..sigh. The doc chose the smallest needles of all and told me to clench my fist. Hmmz..I was thinking if I clench my fist won't it hurt cause all my muscle will be tensed up. Didn't think too much cause the next thing I know, needle poked in liaoz. I did what I'd have done naturally. SCREAM! LoL. He lied to me saying that nothing happened yet, that I was overeacting by screaming. I could feel lehz bozo!! It hurts! After she finish le I keep pressing on the wound. It bled alot..man I was on verge of tears liaoz. Was told report would be ready today. LoL. Went out Michelle asked me why I scream. Did I really scream that loud? Hmmz.
Oh yah, results out today le..I've no dengue or malaria. *God she actually did 2 tests with just 3ml of blood?* I need to swing by to get my report tml as well as pick up some antibiotics cause I'm feeling pain in my throat. Swallow anyting also pain..backache..headache..sianz. I'm feeling so weak this semester. Just wish I could drop dead and die.

Money so important?

I can never understand why is it that during secondary school, guys can afford to buy bears that costs >$50, flowers, chocolates, pay for everything their dates want and still have money to spend on themselves? Maybe cause they don't smoke? Hmmz..smoking is a very expensive habit. I know. Cause I used to spend $180 at least on cigg. Now? Just around $50/mth. That's still alot. Imagine what I can do with $50. I duno I sway or what. After Jason Lim, all my boyfriends have no money..not literally lah. Their families are doing better than mine but I save more than them even when we're paying dutch. Dutch lehz! You know how I long for someone to pay for my meals and not ask me to pay for the movie tics in return? It's been a long time before my account actually has >$100. PIANGZ!! I get $400/mth!! I can't even save $100!! WTF!! Something's definitely wrong.
Anyway..he told me he needed money so I intro him to this tuition job. So other than his full time job as a NS man, he's also tutoring TWO kids on Tues, Wed and Fri. Total of how much? $240. But he just started so next mth he's only getting $165? Have to pay agency money mah. But he keeps working and working and neglects me lohz! I hate it man! since working so important, money so important, don't get a gf lah! As if you spend alot of gf like that! You smoke more than me k! Go calculate how much you spend on cigg per month! I can afford to go shopping with my $400/mth pocket money, even if I smoke! What the fuck happened to your $560? You like working so much go work lah! Don't bother me! Don't tell me about your tuition! We're not having a healthy relationship! NEVER WILL IF YOU CONTINUE TO NEGLECT ME! FUCK YOU!
Argh!! I'm just too angry! Whatever! I'm going to study for my last paper tml liaoz. Buaiz.