22 Sep 2004, Wed (Sunny)

Self declared holiday

LoL. Keep things short. Still got things to do and it's rather late liaoz. Today, or rather this whole week no more AICDES lab/tut/lec. So my first lesson by right is supposed to be at 10am right? Wrong. LoL. I self declare at 11am, go for lecture nia. Didn't want to see that stupid Prata face. LoL. Go lecture also put bag then go out liaoz. Went out to meet Sue at Jacky's CU. Chatted with Sue, Ci Bao, Jacky, Weiliang, Nicholas and Barry. Was kidding with Ci Bao, telling her not to bring her bf down to Sue's chalet else I'll jealous. She replied saying that I'll also bring my boy down, I was like no lohz, he coming on 2nd night. LoLz. She actually believed that I'll be jealous and she say then she don't bring liaoz. LoL. Cute girl, really very very cute. Too bad to you guys out there, she's getting engaged after she grad in May next year. Muahahhaa. Was chatting then Zhiwei called and informed me that the class over liaoz. I ran all the way back to get my bag. Got my bag liao, went up to 15-3 and do project. Sway, Zhiwei's research all in diskette, so went to locker take paper, then walk to EN23-5 print. Stupid printer no ink, so how lehz? 1pm liaoz, I have to go liaoz..I decided to compile everything and send to Zhiwei before tml. Han Sim called and said they were encountering problems with their CKTCS project, so I went to ji siao awhile. Troubleshoot their circuit and found out that they din add capacitor. Too late liaoz, so went 15-3 take my bag and Emily's bag, went back to 15-5 to meet her and pass her the bag and I was off at 120pm to see my dear.

Sickly dear

Dear got 2 days MC. Why is he always sick you ask. Don't ask me, go ask the doctor. LoL. Took a cab down to his house. Stupid uncle thought I was living at the condo, and wanted to drive in. I was like it's ok. I don't live here. He then went on and on about how good it is living in there. Yah lah uncle, just drive. Argh. Reached at around 140pm, then called dear. Lied to him that I just finished in school, blah blah..and don't think I can go over. He was like expecting me to say that already, damn. He asked me where am I exactly and I told him swimming pool. He was like chey! LoL. Went upstairs, we watched VCD in his mom's room. I almost wanted to lie on the floor. He was lying on the bed and had offered me the space beside him. But ppl's parents' bed, like not very good so I sat on the floor for 1hr 40min. *Ouch* Butt pain. I didn't eat lunch either, was so hungry. Watch finish liao went back to his room and I did some research on copper metallization. We then watch TV until both of us fell asleep. Or rather I was the one who crawled into bed first, cause I was too tired out. LoL. We woke up at 4+ cause his father coming home and he told me that he'll send me down. Orhz. Continue to sleep. His father came home but I still continued to sleep. LoL. Woke up at 530, msg Sue that Kev might be joinin us. In the end I watched the TV-cum-wake-Kev-up till 615, stupid cockroach was so damn fucking big!!! *Disgusted* Then I buey tahan liaoz, so I went off first.

Coffeebean..Gossip..Fun..

Reached Tampines at around 630pm ba. All of them had already eaten liaoz and I didn't want to eat. Was smoking outside TM then saw Weiliang. Was surprised. Asked him where he going, but actually guess what? I wasn't interested at all. Was just so bored smoking alone. He replied that he'll be back later. I was shocked. Later? Err..don't tell me he joining us for coffee later wor. Shit. Anyway, I went Starhub and changed my sim card before meeting the rest. We shopped around NTUC for awhile then decided to go Starbucks. Sue, Huiling and Jianyu went to buy drink while I sat outside and transferred the numbers from phone to sim card. 250 spaces!! LoL. So excited. Jianyu suddenly came out and said he going buy something. I din care much also. Soon my drinks arrived and so did Jianyu. He came back with food!! LoL. My dinner. Ya Kun bread!! Muahahaha..so long no eat liaoz. So sweet. Orders by Sue and Huiling. They're so kind! Love ya!! Anyway, was drinking then Jacky arrived. These are the original people I asked. Why lehz? Cause I long time no hang out with them le. LoL. Eugene didn't come. Damn! Stupid banana! LoL. We were all chatting and laughing then suddenly WL msg me ask where we all. I msg back bucks. Didn't expect him to really turn up. Don't know why recently see him I feel very fake. I mean my reactions towards him very fake. Cause maybe I don't treat him as a friend anymore ba. More of an acquaintance than friend. I still don't like the way he talks as if he's attacking everyone. This is what Jason used to teach me, before anyone eats you, you must eat the person talking. Attack when you can. To me, I feel this kind of gesture is showing your insecurities and that you've to attack people just to feel good and assure yourself that you're good. Lack of confidence. Anyway, when he arrived, Jacky gave me that face and I shaked my head. I didn't ask him down. Not me. Please, sometimes I can't even stand him, so why would I ask him out? Nah..not my style. I was feeling kiddish today, and since this gathering exist because of me, I was holding their attn. Of course lah! I asked them out cause so long no see them, and so long dun have their attn liaoz, ask them out to give me attn de mah. Jianyu and HL accompanied me to buy mooncakes at Swensens, I'll be collecting it this Fri. Yay!! We chatted and laughed, but after WL's presence, it seemed abit odd. What did I do lehz? As always, I tried to rope all in, to listen to my stories, and all of us share abit of juicy news here and there. Jacky went off soon after, cause he's meeting his friend. Thanks Jacky for coming down and joking with me. I feel much better. We were all talking and gossipping then suddenly Viv came. Sianz! Ok..many of us don't like her. LoL. The air changed. LoL. You get what I mean. Anyways, Jianyu and Viv left after awhile and we all slacked around waiting for Kev to arrive. Kev decided to send me home as a form of apology. LoL. He reached liaoz, me, Sue and HL went to toilet and when we came back, we went our separate ways. Kev drove me home while the rest went home on their own. I feel bad but I really don't know what to do. Coz Kev's my bf, he's not my chauffer. He'd been sending my friends home as long as I can remember, and I know he does it only coz I asked. Sigh. We went home and sat at my blk, chatting and smoking, before we knew it, it was 1130 liaoz, time for me to go home do report and time for him to go home rest...