13 Sep 2004, Mon (Cool)

Reminiscing with AP

Yupz, met up with my friend AP (his initials to cover his identity, for fear of his gf reading this and gettin jealous) just now and was reminiscing the good ol' days. The times (5 yrs ago to be exact) where he'd come in his boss's car, 2 weeks after he got his license to chauffer me to and fro, the times where he and I chatted in irc although we live just 5min walk away, the times where he would give me little presents cause I was feeling down. We were debating what would had happened if I chose him 5 yrs ago instead of Jason and Egg. Maybe we won't last cause I was still rather playful at that time, and he had to go overseas for education. Damn. LoL. But now he's happily attached and have plans to marry his gf. Lucky girl!! He's a very nice, romantic guy de lohz. Too bad I didn't cherish him then, but now we're good friends right? Funny thing was when he came back to SG for holidays 2yrs+ back, I saw him with his current gf and my heart hurts. Maybe I do have feelings for him then. Now..it's just my dear, my darling, my baby, my panda, my bitch, my Kev. LoL.

Reminiscing about Kev

Hmmz..was going thru his blog then I remembered I wanted to keep a data on the first things we did together as a couple..
11th Aug: First time he asked me to be his gf
13th Aug: First time we eat dinner as couple
14th Aug: First time we held hands
16th Aug: First time we smoked Seesha (dun think it's the correct spelling)
17th Aug: First time we went archery
17th Aug: First time we took a pic together
17th Aug: First time he said mushy things to me
18th Aug: First time he bought Haagen Dazs 2 cheer me up
21st Aug: First time he stayed overnight secretly
21st Aug: First time he dried and combed my hair
23rd Aug: First time we "quarreled"
24th Aug: First time he called me Lao Po
28th Aug: First time he stayed overnight openly
28th Sep: First time he let me drive home (actually 2nd time)
29th Sep: First time he drove me to school
04th Sep: First time we had BBQ
04th Sep: First time he bought a brush for me
04th Sep: First time he lent me Wilson
10th Sep: First time he took Wilson away from me
11th Sep: First time we celebrated our 1mth Anniversary
12th Sep: First time we feel a tough time coming
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Movies We'd watched


Date: Movie:
Can't Rem Shrek 2
Can't Rem Spiderman
22nd Aug Alien Vs Predator
06th Sep Garfield
11th Sep Raising Helen

So little movies nia? Hmmz..Sad. I'm too busy. I'm a bad gf. So many first things I did with him. So many first things he did with me. Am I happy? Sort of I guess. If I had more time to accompany him and more money to spend on him, maybe I'll be happier. But I deserve it, who ask me to fail my IT/ICP and get kicked out in the first place? Now I'm stuck in Engineering, argh!! Hopefully I'll hurry grad..
Dear, 2 days no see you le, and I missed you. I know you said I must study for my exams, and I will k? Won't let my mom nag at you again. LoL. Being my bf very stressful right? Are you having regrets now? I'll try to play lesser and smoke lesser, but you cannot love me any lesser k! Else I'll file your c*ck away cm by cm. Haha!! I miss you, and counting the days till I get to see you again....