21 Aug 2004, Sat (Cold)

Him

No mood and I'm tired. Will Keep this short. He came over to my place last night to stay, it was actually mission "impossible". Had to sneak him into my room. Anyway, he accompanied me >24 hours. It's nice having him by my side, but can't help feeling abit down cause just now go sing ktv with his friends, I like don't click. I was actually very quiet, talk only when I need to, mostly is talk to him only. His friends didn't talk to me, and I didn't know what to say. Made me look as if I'm anti-social, which I'm NOT!! Clarify man! Went over his house this afternoon, he was showing me this friend (girl) who put in her friendster that she's single, and the guy which is supposedly to be her bf is in a relationship. He thinks it's funny, saying the guy treated her like a gf liao, but the girl like not or something, can't really remember. I replied him that he's like that too. I put in a relationship while his is still single. Girls..since he put single, go after him lah. Does that means he don't recognise me as a gf as well? He sent me home just now, maybe cause under my mom's order or maybe he see me too tired le. Reach my block le just a goodbye dear nia, no kiss no hug no nothing. I don't know lah..I'm getting more confused and my confidence level is decreasing with each passing day..