7 Jul 2004, Wed (Drizzling)

Today is confirm not a good day for me. I've been moving around school in stoned stoned, blur blur, steam steam mode the whole day. I don't get it..I slept at least 8hours the night before. Must be the lecturers too boring. Met a friend whom I've not met for like 1 year 3mths+..he's still the same. At least he seemed fine, unlike me. I almost lost my wallet today. Was @ the bus stop, waiting to board the bus then realised my wallet gone. It was actually sitting in my clubroom waiting for me all this while. So paiseh..made my fren wait for me at the bus stop. After my classmates' SIP, they came over to my house to slack..then went to eat dinner. On the way to kopidiam, Eugene swung his bag and accidentally hit my head. Woah..pain!! Baluku came out. Then after dinner all of us went over to WL house celebrate his mother's and sister's birthday. Then play mahjong..temporary forgetting the guy I'm actually falling in love with. The very same guy who'd hurt me 4yrs ago and I still stood by him. In the end, he broke my heart by ending my day with a heart shattering speech. He said he only promised me to be my lover and not my boyfriend, so he will try to give me the attention I need, but not the love that I want..