School
Yesterday din get to write my blog, cause was too tired to do so. Yesterday went out late, but got to school early. First lesson, ICPDD lab, and I was so bored!! Finally did resist coating. Had to etch the SiO2 from the bottom of the wafer, but the O2 plasma too strong, it etched away the resist on the top side as well. Saded. So bored in the lab yesterday, well I'm always bored in that lab cause too many people doing the same process, I don't get any chance to do anything at all. At 1030 we finished class, so I undress my "alien suit" and went Breadboard find Sue they all. Had breakfast there cause I know lunch time I have to go over to Safra do something. Saw Zhiwei they all leaving and signalling for me to go, so I bid Sue they all farewell. I called after the 4 musketeers and ran after them. The next thing I know, they were laughing and running too! I chased after them and at the bus stop, I asked them why they run. They said that it was a natural reaction, I chase so they run. Han Sim said I should have shouted "Mata! Mai Zao!"(Police don't run). Dexian then said they not police, so they will still run. Sigh. Went for AICDES, and the lecturer, David Wong rather nice to me lohz. Told him I want to listen to song then he tuned into 90.5FM. Very nice lecturer indeed. Wait, I'm uncle killer aren't I? Haha, killed another "uncle" on Thurs. A staff talked to me in the lift, never in my TP life had I seen this guy before. Haha, and he asked me what year I was and all. Sigh, why can't I for once attract guys my age? Aiyoh, saded.

Safra
Went Safra with Jacky, Celest and Barry. Jacky took MC so didn't come for his SIP today. Went to Sakura and check out the place. Actually not hungry one, but see the buffet there, piangz! Hungry liaoz. The food there can only be described with 1 word, MAaaaRrrrrrvvvVaaaaaALLLLooooUuuuuusssS!! Haha, then went to the bowling alley for a quick meeting. Discussed the money needed and all. Supposed to go Rochor and find the decor de, but Jacky feeling sick so he went home and I went school for another meeting. This time the meeting got Kee Wee there, first time we held a meeting infront of a lecturer. Took a rather long time lohz, cause I'm asst treasurer. WL keep asking the treasurer to fork out the money for the dinner. No way man!! I like to see the money grow, don't like to see it go. So came to a conclusion. Increase the price of the tickets from $20 to $22. Ahh..then I called 5 guys to borrow their Safra card, so it'll be cheaper. Yay!! After that WL had a talk with me. Got serious and non-serious de, but the serious one I know my fault, so I told WL. He was glad that I realised my mistake. Hey, I'm a responsible person k! I'm responsible in making things go screwed up. Haha..nah! I'm not that kind of screwed up person. Remember, I'm sweet and forgivin!! *think WL goin crazy if I say that one more time..LoL* Anyways, was rather frustrated cause got alot of things going thru me right now: Him, School, Atomic, Jacky, WL and my father. Rather stressed up recently. Sigh, I'm going to break down one of these days...

Family
My mom went out yesterday and didn't come home till after 9pm! Bad mommy. By the time she came home, I was already on my way out liao. Haha, she saw him and she joked with him. Can see that my mom approves of him more than she approves of Egg. The way she talks abt him are no longer sacarstic not hurting. I'm glad she likes him. Well, of course lah! Her daughter likes this guy mah! Haha..my mom. Can't stand her..haha! My mom didn't go out today cause I promised her that I'll be staying home. She stayed home to accompany, and we did get some bonding done. Didn't really chat with her this whole week, sorry mom! Me and my parents are like friends, more friends than parents and child, maybe that's why people tend to think that I'm rude to my parents. I'm not, this is our family's way of communicating with each other. You should see the way me and my father behave when we're on talking terms. He would walk pass my room and hide behind the wall, then peep at me and stick out his tongue. Majiam kid like that..sigh. Don't know when I can solve my problem with my dad. Cold war, it's getting too long and I'm tired of it. My dad just came home and he's drunk..so what else is new?

Him
He came my house yesterday evening and slept from 6pm till almost 9pm. What was I doing leh? Playing games with WL on msn and watching shows on the TV. He sleeps like a child, looks so sweet. He bathe at my house(again) and we set off. Supposed to go Parkway de, but he quarreled with his dad and drove off. Instead of driving like he used to, he drove very recklessly, and knowing him, when he's angry just let him whine and keep quiet. This is the first time i sat in his mercs fearing for my life and his. He dropped me off to take a bus, and he drove off. I was very worried, very worried about this safety. I smoke finish 1 stick then called him, he already reached home. Winz. In the end he did come down to Parkway and joined me and my friends. Kinda ignore him awhile cause was discussing some club things with Han Jie. Went octopus and chatted. After Sue they all left, we met Charmain and Isaac. Chatted awhile then Isaac sent me home first before sending him home.
He called me just now before meeting his friend, and said that Charmain asked him what's the thing between us now. He told her that he don't wish to commit cause he'll be going overseas and he don't expect me to go with him. Excuses. Isaac told him LDR rather difficult to keep. Of course, got ppl back him up liaoz, he say ya! But he did asked me if I was happy with the current situation, and asked for a truthful reply. I told him I'm not really happy, cause it's like I feel as though I'm a mistress. There's no name or anything. Mei ming mei fen. Saded. Can hear that he was thinking about what I was saying, so I changed the topic. Mr Wong said liaoz, liking someone does not neccessarily means that I have to be with him, right? Maybe he's just another passerby to distract me for this moment only, or maybe he might be the one, but just not now...